3R THURSDAY: Figless Fig Trees

The Glory of God outshines the fattest of figs.

3R Thursday: Figless Fig Trees

Rumination

I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Constantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.

Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

Reflection

Paralysis from analysis.

Isn’t that the saying?

Unlimited options spread before us like branches on an everlasting tree.

This passage has haunted my thoughts for nearly 10 years.

Not because I saw the same figs—but because I also gaze upon the Fig Tree and see an infinite number of possibilities.

Have you ever seen your life unfold in that way? Where you had to choose between Path A, Path B, Path C, etc.?

Does picking one path necessarily eliminate other paths? If there are two good choices, does picking Path A necessarily mean it is better than Path B?

Here we are, underneath the Fig Tree, contemplating the infinite number of possible paths—and then the figs start to “wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plop[] to the ground at [our] feet.”

Despair.

Hopelessness.

Paralysis from Analysis.

Anxiety.

Fear.

Dread.

Existential Crisis.

“Starving to death”

Indecisive starvation.

But what if the Fig Tree were filled with lies and leaves rather dreams and fruit?

On the following day, when they came from Bethany, [Jesus] was hungry. And seeing in the distance a fig tree in leaf, he went to see if he could find anything on it. When he came to it, he found nothing but leaves, for it was not the season for figs. And he said to it, “May no one ever eat fruit from you again.” And his disciples heard it.

As they passed by in the morning, they saw the fig tree withered away to its roots. And Peter remembered and said to him, “Rabbi, look! The fig tree that you cursed has withered.” And Jesus answered them, “Have faith in God. Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and thrown into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. And whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father also who is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.”

Mark 11:13-14, 20-25 (ESV)

How do you differentiate between figs and leaves?

“Have faith in God.”

Upon having faith in God, where then should we direct our focus and attention?

“The Son of Man.”

Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward him and said of him, “Behold, an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no deceit!” Nathanael said to him, “How do you know me?” Jesus answered him, “Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you.” Nathanael answered him, “Rabbi, you are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!” Jesus answered him, “Because I said to you, ‘I saw you under the fig tree,’ do you believe? You will see greater things than these.” And he said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see heaven opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man.”

John 1:47-51 (ESV)

How often are we like Nathanael “under the fig tree” and forgot about seeing “greater things”?

We focus on the figs—which may very well be leaves—and forget to look above the Fig Tree and see “heaven opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man.”

The Glory of God outshines the fattest of figs.

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